“Oh, look…it’s the
freak’s cousin!”
My hearing zeroed in on the sound, and I glanced up from
where I was locking my bike to the rack.
Students flowed in from the school parking lot – some talking cheerfully
with friends, others looking like they weren’t quite awake yet – and I had to
crane my neck around before I finally found the source of the contemptuous
tone.
A heavyset girl with bad acne stood with a couple of friends
just outside the campus fence, sharing a cigarette before the first bell. She wore camo pants, flip-flops and a black
T-shirt that read Kill the
Patriarchy. I noticed the bottom hem
of the shirt was cut three or four inches above her waistband. It wasn’t a good look for her.
“Darlene’s starting early,” Les remarked.
Ab looked over, scowling.
“What’s her deal?” I asked.
Ab shook her head. “Nothing. Just a mean streak a mile wide.”
I turned back toward the scene, frowning automatically. I hate bullies.
A slender girl in a long skirt and a loose, zippered hoodie was
trying to squeeze past them through a narrow pedestrian gate. Darlene moved to block her way. “How can you stand to even be in the same
house as him?” she taunted. “Or maybe
you’re a freak, too – is that it?”
The girl in the skirt just stood there, hugging a binder to
her chest with one arm while holding an insulated lunch bag in her free
hand. The hood of her sweatshirt was up,
and she looked up at Darlene through dark hair that partially obscured her face. I could make out pale skin and brown eyes
that were wide with fear. Her expression
reminded me of a small animal caught in a trap, and before I even realized it I
was weaving my way toward them.
“What…are you deaf, new girl?” Darlene taunted as I
drew near. She reached and yanked the
binder out of her grasp, flinging it casually behind her and prompting tribal
laughter from her friends. It landed open
and face down inside the chain link fence, a handful of loose pages floating gracefully
to the asphalt like leaves. “You answer me when I’m talking to you!”
“Leave her alone,” I called out, and Darlene turned toward
me, her eyes narrowing. “What’s the
matter?” I pressed. “Was she
trip-trip-tripping over your bridge?”
It took a second or two before her expression registered
understanding, and I began to suspect she might not be the brightest crayon in
the box. “Mind your own business,
asshole!” she snarled. The eager
aggression I’d initially sensed from the big girl had dampened considerably,
but she hid it pretty well.
“Wow…you kiss your mother with that mouth?” Les asked,
stepping up beside me.
“Fuck you,
Hawkins.”
He chuckled. “Not in
a million years, princess.”
“If you want to push someone around, how about me instead?”
Ab challenged from my other side. “It
didn’t work out so well for you last time, but hey, I’m up for a rematch if you
are.”
Darlene’s friends exchanged a glance and moved tentatively
to back her up. One was tall and
pear-shaped, wearing a green and yellow tie-dye shirt and jeans. The other was skinny and had spiky hair. She wore a gray sweatshirt with the sleeves cut
away and the poo emoji on the front.
Classy.
Their combined feelings only amounted to nervousness and
fear, though, so I decided to end the situation before it got any uglier. Staring Darlene in the eyes I stepped calmly
forward, moving right into her personal space.
Just as I figured, she scuttled back, bumping into her friends as all
three retreated. “Come on,” I said,
turning to the girl they’d been picking on.
“Let’s go get your stuff.” I gestured
toward the gate and she hurried through.
“There goes the big man!” Darlene called out as we walked
away, but there wasn’t much conviction behind it. “You gotta love that white male privilege!” We continued to ignore her, so she pitched
her voice to carry over the crowd. “SOMEBODY
NEEDS TO TEACH YOU HOW TO TREAT WOMEN!”
Conversations fell silent as everyone in the immediate area paused
to see what was going on.
Ab turned. “Yeah?”
she fired back. “Well somebody needs to
teach you the difference between a
bare midriff and a beer-gutriff!”
Laughter erupted all around and I could hear Les chuckle
behind me as I squatted, helping the girl pick up her scattered papers. “I don’t know about you,” I confided, “but much
more of that and Darlene will lose my vote for homecoming queen.”
She raised her head slightly, looking up at me through dark
bangs as I handed the pages over, and I didn’t need my gift to sense her
wariness – I could see it in her eyes.
“That was a joke,” I explained, hoping that being friendly
would make her feel better. “I’m Ben, by
the way.”
Her wary expression eased a little. “Gina,” she murmured, sounding either shy or
reluctant, I couldn’t tell which. Then,
as if an afterthought, “Thanks.”
“No problem,” I said, rising. “And don’t worry about…”
But she was gone, scurrying away head-down through the
crowd.
The bell rang, and Les waved as he veered off toward his
first class while Ab and I headed for the sophomore assembly at the gym.
“Beer-gutriff?” I asked after a moment.
She grinned at me.
We parted ways as soon as we stepped inside, Ab heading
toward a table with a paper banner reading Last
Name A-F while I fell into a shorter line on the opposite side with the
rest of the U through Z’s. Their system
turned out to be pretty efficient. The
line moved quickly, and less than ten minutes after I reached the front I was
headed back outside again with my schedule for the semester, hall and gym
locker assignments, campus map, and a photo ID that was still warm in my
hand. They hadn’t noticed I’d crossed my
eyes.
I hiked across campus, passing a room with an open door
where the band was slowly running through their first scales of the year. Lots of flutes, trumpets and saxophones I
noted, wincing a little at the sound. They
were out of tune. It’s only the first day, I reminded myself. They’re
bound to get better.
Room 19 was in the next building over and I opened the door,
stepping tentatively into my first-period geometry class. The teacher – Miss George, according to the name
written on the ancient-looking blackboard – was still going through her
expectations while a couple of volunteers passed out books, and she waved me in
without stopping. The only desks left
open were toward the front (thanks a lot,
sophomore assembly) and I dropped into the second seat back in the row closest
to the door. Math was my least-favorite
subject, but at least I’d be getting it out of the way first thing. I watched as other kids came trickling in,
hoping to see Ab or someone else I knew, but by the time Miss George began
taking attendance I had decided I was out of luck.
Gina walked in when the teacher was about halfway through
calling out names, and she hurried over and slipped into the last open seat,
just to my left. I brightened a little,
relieved to see someone I at least recognized, but then I gave an inward sigh
when she just stared at the desktop after giving me barely a glance. When Miss George called “Gina Lynch?” she replied a soft “Here” without looking up.
So much for finding
allies, I decided gloomily. Geometry
was going to suck.
Second period was English, which I had with Ab, followed by
third period U.S. History with both Ab and Gina. I was also glad to see Vern Ashley, a guy I’d
first met a few days after moving to the area, and who sometimes joined our
Saturday night fire circle on the beach.
He had ebony skin and muscles that made him look like he’d been carved
from granite, and even though we’d sometimes talked about him teaching me to
lift weights, it hadn’t happened yet. Phys
Ed came right before lunch, and there at least I got to hang out with Les (major
score!) along with Monica, one of the other girls from Windward Cove. She was lean and athletic from long days on her
surfboard, and based on her hair and skin tone I took her for Native American,
but I hadn’t got around to asking her yet.
I checked my schedule as I left the locker room, noting that
all I had left after lunch was Biology I and then a drama class – my only elective. I’d taken Beginning Drama back in middle
school, and while I wasn’t much of an actor, I was fine with building sets,
hanging in the background and helping out as a stage hand. It would be a pretty chill way to end the
day.
All in all, I figured things weren’t looking too bad as I exited
the lunch line in the cafeteria, holding my back pack in one hand and balancing
my tray in the other. I scanned the
room, looking for someone I knew, and I recognized a familiar cascade of dark
auburn hair on the far side. Kelly
Thatcher sat at a table by the windows, along with three or four of her
cheerleader friends and some guys from the football team. She brightened when she saw me, and I could
see there was an open space to her left, but I kept my gaze moving, pretending
I hadn’t seen her. I knew that sooner or
later she and I would have to talk, but today wasn’t that day. From the corner of my eye I saw Alan Garrett walk
over and claim the open spot, and then the pressure was off.
I figured everyone else was lagging behind, so I made my way
to a large table near the wall that was mostly open. “Mind if I sit here?” I asked the only occupant, but then I almost immediately wished I hadn’t. The guy was large – probably over six feet, I
estimated – though round shouldered and kind of pudgy. He wore a dark, long-sleeved tee with a
dragon on it. He glanced up as if
annoyed, looking at me over the top of thick, horn-rimmed glasses, and then
turned his attention back to the open book in front of him. He turned the page, ignoring me.
“Ben…?”
I turned to see Gina standing a couple of steps behind me
holding her lunch bag. “Oh, hey,” I
said. “Just looking for some space.”
She chewed her lower lip, looking uncertain. “You can sit with us if you want,” she
offered at last, moving cautiously around me to the table. That earned her a scowl from Mr. Cheerful but
she ignored it, sliding into the chair next to his.
“Thanks.” I set my
tray down in the place across from them, and then hung my back pack on the
chair before dropping into it.
“This is my cousin Darren,” she told me. “Darren, this is Ben.”
“Hi,” I said.
“You know this guy?” he asked Gina, still ignoring me.
I guessed he wasn’t the welcoming type.
She nodded. “Some
girls were giving me a hard time before school.
Ben and his friends made them stop.”
“What girls?” he
demanded.
“It doesn’t matter.
It’s over now.” She began
unpacking her lunch, and I watched as she arranged a yogurt and a plastic spoon
next to a sandwich made of a single slice of pressed turkey on wheat bread.
No wonder she’s so
slender, I thought.
Darren looked like he was going to press her further, but
then just shook his head. “I told you the people around here suck,” he
muttered, and then turned his attention back to his book.
“Oh, I don’t know,” I said, and then took a sip from my
water glass. “Darlene’s got some issues,
but pretty much everyone else has been cool so far.”
He looked over at me with a sour expression, and then glanced
down at the meatloaf and mashed potatoes on my plate, wrinkling his nose in
disgust.
Maybe he was vegan.
Gina’s expression darkened.
“Darlene’s a…” She paused, as if looking for the right word. “A witch,”
she finished awkwardly, as if she’d said something crude. She looked down at her food, blushing.
“Yeah,” I agreed, picking up my fork. “We just pronounce it differently where I
come from.”
She looked back up, her brown eyes momentarily wide, and
then offered a tentative smile.
“There you are!” Les said cheerfully, setting a huge sack
lunch beside my tray and pulling out the chair.
Ab was half a step behind him, along with Monica and Vern, and they all
took places at the table. They were
followed a second or two later by Nicole and Kim, two more girls we knew from
Windward Cove, and the conversation brightened as we exchanged greetings. Across from me, Darren’s scowled deepened as
the table filled up, and I wondered if it was his go-to expression. Gina just retreated into her own space, staring
at the tabletop.
“Hi,” Ab said from the chair next to her. “You’re new, right? You took off before we had a chance to meet
this morning.”
As she began making introductions, Darren rose abruptly and
stalked away, obviously in a state of high pissoff. I wasn’t sorry to see him go.
“Don’t worry about Bubbles,” Les confided, pitching his
voice low so Gina couldn’t hear. “He’s
always that way.”
I shrugged, turning back to the conversation at the table.
“…and you’ve already met Ben. He’s pretty new too, and just moved here at
the beginning of summer,” Ab finished.
“So where are you from?”
Gina hesitated, but I could see Ab’s friendliness superpower
was already working its magic. I hadn’t
met anyone yet she couldn’t get to like her, and the new girl smiled shyly. “Rome,” she answered in a soft voice.
“Italy?” Nicole
asked excitedly, moving into Darren’s vacant seat so she could better hear.
The girl shook her head, blushing. “New York.
Upstate. My family has…” She paused.
“We had a farm there.”
“So what brings you to California?”
Gina frowned, looking down again. “There was an accident. I had to come live with my aunt and uncle.”
It grew quiet as a brief, awkward silence fell over our
table. “So have you tried surfing yet?”
Nicole asked, grinning.
That salvaged things, and the conversation was off and
running again. I relaxed, working on my
meatloaf and chiming in every now and then as everyone did their best to make
the shy girl feel welcome.
It looked like Gina was part of the crowd.